just last week a few of us went to momo's house initially to discuss the choices of our next institutions of education.
but yea, as most of u wld have guessed it, tt didnt really happen.
we ended up watching tv, gossiping, have our own "discussions" , running around like monkeys creating havoc, playing wif momo's new hamhams...
OHOH SPEAKING OF HAMHAMs, MAN THEY WERE

A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E.

but not as adorable as pigpig....LOLs. jkjk
all of a sudden they will start squeaking like mini soft toys, fighting over water -.-
like this.


*squeak squeak squeak!!!!!* just like how human siblings wld fight =_=
clawing, screaming their heads out at each other. den not long after one of them will give in and all will be well again lols.




well, the furry sisters have yet to be named. any ideas just contact momo at 9230-2222-1111-5555-534127837-3848162581623-1723617162987-3451846592-283816427371-11000 :D
she will be glad to hear ur suggestions ^^

then how many days back mum and i cooked japanese noodles for lunch!
mmmmm~~~~ it was delicious.
the noodles were so soft and smooth like silk and once u eat it together wif the soup, meatballs, egg and veg, the flavours will come bursting out and form one unique taste tt is totally...MMMM!! lols.



then again for the past few days, the sunset has always been beautiful here





picturesque huh? lol
and its not even taken at the opposite side which is where the park is.

last but not least...
MY SPF BADGE!! WOOHOO ~ xD L.O.L.




ok im just kidding. its definitely not mine.

lols.
this prestigious badge rightfully belongs to Mr Ong Qin Hui, my batchmate/squadmate of D08.
he lent it to me to display it during the recruitment drive.

alright tts all lols.
mood is going low low low low low low low low.. -.-

i just love it when pigpig falls asleep on me....xD
argh shes just so cute!!!!~ <3 LOL
unfortunately my handphone is located wayyyy at the end of the table and i dun dare to move incase i wake her up in her deep serene sleep :x
so hehs, no pic. sorry for the disappointment lols.
tiny furball sleeping on my shirt...simply adorable~ (:

results were out ytd.
cant say tt my results were too gd, but neither was it too bad.
i'll always remain as a boderline student for some reason, no matter how much i try lols.
anyway, don't be sad for me if u are, coz im not. im just disappointed. hehs.
and thankfully my mum told her frens tt my results were gd (though they were shocked tt she was happy wif my results when one of their fren's daughter got 15 pts[L1R5] and her mum scolded her)
mum is a little bit of a big mouth tts y i was afraid :XXXXXXXX
anyway to "celebrate" my results, Matthew treated me to a mini meal at City Hall.
and look at this baby~


mmmm mmmm!!!!!
tiramisu cake wif espresso ice-cream <3
though it doesnt come cheap hehs.
i also had another potato salad.
and no i wasnt drunk after eating the alcohol-filled sweeeeeet delicacy. lol.
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Getting the kind of results i have now, can be disappointing and demoralising, but somehow to me it seemed like a blessing in disguise.
i experienced heartfelt concerns by ppl i didnt expect, and i realised many aspects of different people whom ive failed to understand sometimes.
yea my world came crashing down upon knowing my results.
but then again after awhile, it was built up again, filled wif strength and assurance, knowing and being able to feel that there was love by my side.

Don't be too upset with whatever results uve attained.
Accept it, and move on.
its no use staying in the past and swallow each and every bit of the same pain again and again.
love is strength and strength and courage is what you need to move on.
last year is a thing of the past.
wad had been done, had been done and nth can be done to change them.
but this year is a new year. make a difference.

just something random: YAY ME!!!!! i passed my chinese LOL.

Thank You for Your strength.
Thank You for Your comfort.
Thank You for Your love.

i guess the previous post was the 1st in dunno how long tt i sounded so frustrated.
hopefully and really hopefully, i wldnt have to sound like tt again.

today's the day when the O lvls results are going to be released.
pretty anxious, yet excited.
no matter the results, i'll move on.
everything is in God's hands. wherever He takes me, i'll follow.

All the best everyone (:

Lord please guide me..
No longer do i want to stray any further away from You..
Please lead me back..

just wad's wif this world today?
impoliteness, discourtesy, oblivious to one's feelings and emotions, dishonesty and the list goes on and on. u name them.
just take a look at the world around u, just look.
at least freaking notice ur own attitude for starters.
yea so wad if u dun steal, u dun murder, u dun commit any crime tt is against any law.
if ur character stinks, literally, then ure no better.
in fact, at least some or most of those perpetrators repented from their ways and tt makes them all the more at least a level higher than u.
if u don't noe the defination of a stinky character, lemme list some parts of it down for u.

- selfishness
yea, ppl say the world is selfish, and we ourselves shld be selfish sometimes to SURVIVE etc etc etc.
but tts just a freaking excuse to be selfish and care only for urself when it comes to a certain point of ur life where it involves promotions or wadever selfish gains u can attain when u be, in the most layman term, selfish.
survival, just wad is survival to u?
to be able to feed urself for the nxt few decades of ur life?
and becoz of tt desperate need to "survive", u resort to underhand means to achieve tt?
i don't noe, i really don't noe wad to do to get any of u to understand and it is most unfortunate becoz i dun have any way to make u understand.
if u choose not to understand then of course i wun have any choice but to accept the stupid fact tt u chose not to understand and accept...facts.
fine. i capitulate.

you people are really "funny".
most of u tell others to do what is right and not what is popular with the people around you when most of you don't even do so when the time came.
u urself noe its wrong, but y on earth are u finding excuses to make it look as if its right?
u noe it in ur heart, u noe it.
but ure defending and taking ur stand just to show tt ure "right" ? tt ure more superior? just wad true sentimental value and gain can u get by doing tt?
understand whatever you said, with your heart.

nvm. this is just...debilitating. i don't want to continue any further.
I hate this feeling, to start posting such things becoz if it ever came to the extent of me posting such depressing comments, it just signals tt things are getting out of hand and if i didnt do anything abt it, or at least tried, the whole situation could become incorrigible, devastating, heart-breaking.

you might find me lame for wasting my time to put up this post.
but i put up this freaking post becoz i care.
just becoz im freaking silent for some time, just becoz im freaking reticent, IT DOESN'T MEAN TT I FREAKING DON'T CARE AND THAT THINGS ARE FREAKING ALRIGHT.
you might find me injudicious for saying such things, a nuisance, redundant, annoying.
nobody loves reading or hearing such things frm others.
since u dun love it den why do u do things to invite such comments and criticisms?
not everyone can accept their imperfections, and not everyone can accept and admit harsh facts and truths.
they cant, becoz they're unwilling to do so.
pride. is it really all tt?
Think, please.

Its time to notice your surroundings, instead of just living in your own little world.
Understand why people say certain things.

it has been some time since i posted anything.
aint posting as much as last time anymore, mostly becoz im bz wif NPCC stuff and most of the time, i just dun have the will to post anymore.
i prefer reading ppls' stories rather than posting my own.
i listen more than i talk. (most of the time lol)
tts y im always the quietest among the grp.

right now my heart feels so empty.
no special particular liking for anyone anymore, neither am i willing to open my heart to anyone, not yet, till the right person comes.
and the worse thing is i feel as if im so far away frm God now, no matter how much i try to get back.
my heart is somewhere else.
its...difficult, to get back on track.

argh i cant take it anymore.
dun wanna continue posting when nth wants to come out of my head.
so...i'll just post key words! (:

Contradictions
Worries
Emptiness
Confusion
Understanding
Love

Does anyone of you understand me?
duh, no.

everything is haywire right now. lol.
i shld have warned u earlier to stop reading this post hehs.
now uve just wasted 1 min of ur time reading :D

here are the very VERY overdue pics tt i had wanted to post up a long time ago.
i'll let the pics do most of the talking (:

the nxt few pics are some of the ones taken during our gathering to prepare for our performance during investiture ceremony. :

presenting to u, exhibit A, Rahimi and Gerald, the 2 monkeys in our squad, attempting to fly like superman.


den we shall head on down to exibit B, pervert and ah pau. :D



notice Gerald trying to push the boat and yueting getting rdy to get squashed by it.


becoz momo was stealing all of edd's limelight...this was wad happened.

momo b4


and momo after.



edd squashed her simply wif a refrigerator door.
goes to show how the simplest things can be used to harm ppl -.-

and..last but not least...PIGPIG, indian version :D
notice the poop on her head.
no we didnt place it there, it landed there while she ran in the ball. lol.


maybe i shld create a malay, chinese and american version soon :x
how am i gonna do tt? dunno lol.
and just so to let u all noe, SHE HAS BEEN FOUND AGAIN! :D
HIPHIP HOOORAAYYY~
i knew she wldnt leave us just like tt for another hamham... (:
and yea abd was right, its new yr, miracles happen lols.
sooo...MOMO! plan can be carried out right away XD.
man i sound like some forceful matchmaking mother like those in 'the little nyonya'. -.-
brrr..nv will i wanna be like them. >.>

countdown: 2 more days till the return of momo!